I just don't have any mood to reply to anyone texts. One thing, my family problem. It really pushes me to my limit of being patience. I had never had this feeling of hatred at all. For the first time in my life, i hate my own blood. But, it doesnt even make a big deal out of it,cause, that someone had said before, that she soes not know us anymore.

Arwah nenek mesti sedih biler tengok keluarger ni yang dah terumbang-ambing. Kebahagiaan yang dulu sama-sama kiter bina kian rosak dimamah masa.

Ikotkan hati, nak ajer rembat kasi pecah muka dia. Tapi, pikirkan nasehat mama, ayah, abang.. Aku diam jer lahh. Memang dah aku punyer orang tak blh trimer kalau org cakap sal family aku. Kalau org luar aku brani hentak, aper lagy org yang dah kurang ajar dengan PAK CIK sendiri; bapak aku! Macam fhm. Sedih lahh konon. Dulu, family kau jugak yang campak dia, dengan baju baju dia skali luar rumah. Saper yang amek dier? Bapak aku. Dier tak der duet nak makan, saper dier carik lps kuarger kau halau dier kua umah? AKU! PAKAI otak dan akal pk bukan pantat.

I am seriously pissed off. Im sorry for the language use. But that is the only way for me to let out. I had been holding it back eversince.
I will make him kneel down and ask for forgiveness from my dad and mum. Bloody.




tomorrow silat performance. and thurs.
my legs are sore.


friends, im sorry for the negligence.
I hate you,
AHMAD ARDY TAN.
i really do. you scolded vulgar to my dad. and u even let your FREAKING FRIENDS DO IT.
I will make her kiss my freaking foot.





LEAVE ME ALONE!