It has always been dream to be loved and love someone so special. Someone that don't lie for the sake of my sympathy. For whatever reason that person has, just respect a little bit of me and stop fooling around.



I just don't know where to start and begin with. The trust you are entitled to, you crashed it. When, you were so vulgar, i forgave you. I know, it was part of you before you were even with me. But to compare me to your previous, that is totally unbearable. Yes, i used to love you. Yes, i thought, you might be my last after my previous failed. But, with the attitude you show me, something shows me that, you are hiding your true self during the beginning stage.



You claimed, after the accident you suffered from a major memory loss. I did research on memory loss. Its says that someone that has always been by ur side on daily basis might be a great point to help. I know, im one of your someone.. I vow to make you recall the time we had together, both the good and bad. No matter, the inner me says that, i couldnt believe for what is happening now.


I know we can do this, without being in a relationship. I will do what i can to help u out. And i will do what i could, to let the feelings come back. Its hard. It is really hard. Im lost right now. I just don't know what to do and where to start. Let me cool down and have my time. I want things to get in place.














p/s: if only i know...