I hate myself. I widen my circle of friends. I make people wait for me. I make people suffer while im blissfully attached. I make myself look so good, when actually i am not. I hate myself. I despise myself. I just see myself as a dirty somebody. I just hate myself. I really do.

Kenaper aku kene raser ni sumer? Kenaper aku kene ader satu penyesalan dalam diri aku sedangkan aku tau tak sumer manusia yang sempurna? aku nak hidup yang normal. why must it be me for you to let out your animal desire? why must you pick me to repay back for what happened? why? why?

guys,
im not trying to brag. but, u guys keep saying, ure the one ive been looking for. ure the one ive been waiting for. but guys, you're wrong. i was never the one. the one that you guys looked for.